Last time I wrote anything on this log was early 2009, when I was in similar mental distress as I am now. I wrote blogs to express a depressed personality under corporate cover. I hated investment banking. 2 years later, I grew out of that phase, into a job that I used to love in full passion. Yet a year into it, I am not happy any more. I am in consistent disagreement with my boss about investment ideas and I am extremely frustrated as my fruitless struggle failed over and and over again. One day I realize I need to get out of this dire and re-invent happiness in my life – be it a new job, a new hobby or new boy. I have to learn how to let things out of my control go, and how impact how I live my life and perceive myself. I know I am good and hopefully one day I will have the opportunity to prove to the world that I am good.
I read more, cook more, work out more. It’s therapeutic.
I want to keep a blog here to vent my frustration since my friends must be so tired of my complaints by now.
It’s a new beginning.
